A year of not seeing you.

 As it lingers in my mind, I didn't know a year later finally approached. The last time I saw you, I hugged you,  And I kissed you. How I wish I had done that for a much longer time but it last longed only for a minute if only i can make you smile more i must be more happy sending you to Him but you didn't give any further noticed the last time we talked  you are so happy and we're laughing and it really hit me when i woke up and dad was calling and said you bid your farewell already. I miss your texts, your smile and the way you make things clearer for me.. I guess i really miss you so much that once any person talk something about you especially when it's a bad thing it really bothers me and my nerves since they don't know you well to talk that nonsense so forgave me lola cause i will give a damn fight for you since you race my mom and her siblings  well to be a professional and act like one and you gave us your grandchildren lots of wisdom and love..I LOVE YOU ALWAYS EVEN IF I'M NOT THAT GOOD IN SHOWING IT OFF..

So, I write a poem as I remember how great you are :

Luck is a thing I think I possess

Maybe I’m not rich but studying for success

Since I want to prove to the world   I can do all of these

You never stop giving the care and knowledge to a granddaughter

Now, she’s making a million thanks to the grandmother who loves her worst and best.

When I look down on my self

You keep saying you’re capable and worthy

During decision-making you never leave me alone and feel empty

You used to walk hundred meters to our home just to say Hi

You woke me up and say the sun is up in the sky.

You had kept us safe when mama and papa are gone for work.

You limit all the habits that are bad for us.

Health was your reason for reading newspaper

Saying that I must lose weight to find someone but I only insist of doing it later

I knew I screwed most of the time still you accept me as a family and whisper "I’m doing just fine".

And now that I am an adult

I promise not to insult

As they can show me they are better as what I see

Because I look forward to that day that I can thank you and finally say:

“you are one of the reason why I am standing here”