Thursday, June 13, 2013

Mystery behind numbness


As my mother once told me having general anesthesia is like dreaming. Your eyes where all wide open you can see but not feel it’s like you’re in heaven while murmuring and talking nonsense with all the white  things you see and like your meeting someone there. Shadows are approaching like you’re in judgment until everything was blank-out.  But as I became a student in anesthesiology I realize it was all part of the process, the stages including the moment where you have analgesia you can still talk at this moment but can’t sense anything, the feeling of excitement where blood and respiratory rate where increase and having the dilation in the pupils after this stage the next will be skeletal muscles tend to relax and initially loss of light towards deep sleep. I experience also the same event but it was only localized only up to feeling no pain and numbness in some part of my oral cavity by I think it is the same process with different extent of effect.
        The quality or state of being aware of an external object or something within oneself or simply not feeling any stimuli to react with is defined as consciousness. It is one of the outcome of Anesthesia a tonic that is induced producing reversible state of amnesia, analgesia, loss of responsiveness, loss of skeletal muscle reflexes or decreased stress response, or all simultaneously. Currently, anesthesiology offers advancement as well as enhancement of the drug that is being utilized by the doctor in a specific treatment which affect mainly the nervous system which is essential in transmitting all the reaction the body must need to experience or react with. In recent researches in brain functions which is a part of CNS it is been discover that ECG(electroencephalogram) helps monitor the brain activity of a patient when he is in state of anesthesia feeling all the stages before having the sedation until the effect will disappear(from deep sleep to consciousness). It is significant especially in person with disease like epilepsy and schizophrenia and Parkinson’s disease the researcher use the word altered state of arousal including sleep, coma, hypnosis, and anesthesia rather than loss of consciousness since Brown consider that it is more about the brain purpose that promote this occurrence of the nervous system towards the body. He also makes emphasis that studying the activity of brain under anesthetic drug can help the vegetative person and comatose person help bring them out by understanding the cognitive function of the brain as well as how a person develops his/her mental process and how he/she begins to learn to talk, to listen, to reason and to solve a problem. Also some anesthetic drug like Ketamine help in treating psychiatric illness of a patient since it has a depression effect towards the brain function. It is really Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious how anesthesia works and how it elevates the quality of life of each and every one of us going on a mild or higher degree of operation each day in every week in a month or in a year that bring us to unveiling the hidden shade of how magnificent anesthesia is.

Just remember everything that is too much is not good.

Monday, June 10, 2013

A year of not seeing you.

 As it lingers in my mind, I didn't know a year later finally approached. The last time I saw you, I hugged you,  And I kissed you. How I wish I had done that for a much longer time but it last longed only for a minute if only i can make you smile more i must be more happy sending you to Him but you didn't give any further noticed the last time we talked  you are so happy and we're laughing and it really hit me when i woke up and dad was calling and said you bid your farewell already. I miss your texts, your smile and the way you make things clearer for me.. I guess i really miss you so much that once any person talk something about you especially when it's a bad thing it really bothers me and my nerves since they don't know you well to talk that nonsense so forgave me lola cause i will give a damn fight for you since you race my mom and her siblings  well to be a professional and act like one and you gave us your grandchildren lots of wisdom and love..I LOVE YOU ALWAYS EVEN IF I'M NOT THAT GOOD IN SHOWING IT OFF..

So, I write a poem as I remember how great you are :

Luck is a thing I think I possess
Maybe I’m not rich but studying for success
Since I want to prove to the world   I can do all of these
You never stop giving the care and knowledge to a granddaughter
Now, she’s making a million thanks to the grandmother who loves her worst and best.


When I look down on my self
You keep saying you’re capable and worthy
During decision-making you never leave me alone and feel empty
You used to walk hundred meters to our home just to say Hi
You woke me up and say the sun is up in the sky.

You had kept us safe when mama and papa are gone for work.
You limit all the habits that are bad for us.
Health was your reason for reading newspaper
Saying that I must lose weight to find someone but I only insist of doing it later
I knew I screwed most of the time still you accept me as a family and whisper "I’m doing just fine".



And now that I am an adult
I promise not to insult
As they can show me they are better as what I see
Because I look forward to that day that I can thank you and finally say:
“you are one of the reason why I am standing here”