Someday somehow somewhere
yeah! its funny how people define love, express love, fight for love and make those cozy love letters but the thing that bothers or should I say wonders me most about love is that will I find that love which is fated for me or so called the other half of me, If he does exist? Or am I just dreaming that someday I’ll feel that “lubb dubb” thingy they all mumble about.
Well, let me start it this way! I’m not dumb, numb, or foolish that I hadn’t feel attracted and infatuated to the opposite sex, yes! I did felt it, sometimes but the thing is it the faster you get it the easily it fly and disappear in tiny air. But her I am, waiting for the grand entrance of that special someone that will soon invade my heart and hope that we will be together taking over the universe. The thought of it makes me gag or throw up but as what I have seen in the telenovelas, movies and read in the novel is not that bad it’s like my heart is overwhelm with the plot of story that I can’t help but cry, laugh, chuckles, be angry, smile or even shudder as I remember it. They all confuse me is there such things in life? Can I have the same plot of one of those novels? Falling for the wrong guy who happens to be raggedly handsome and stubborn, or have a chance to touch an ice-cold prince heart, falling for a pauper who happens to a bachelor or diplomat, or have a marriage for convenience or just me meeting a total stranger in a trip. It makes my heart skip a beat just as I think of it they seems to give all they have to the state that even if the one they love suffocate them they can still bear it with a smile as long as they are together. It scares me since as I read and watched them almost hundreds of them I think they all according to order. I want it to be twisted not in the sense that I am the mistress, so not going to happen but something just a simple not so predictable love story that as I gamble it would become a new adventure full of excitement, experience and fun. May be I am mad and crazy,but I'm still hoping to that little weirdness i have will have a compatible weirdness so that i may found a person and utter the word WE'RE IN LOVE.
yeah! its funny how people define love, express love, fight for love and make those cozy love letters but the thing that bothers or should I say wonders me most about love is that will I find that love which is fated for me or so called the other half of me, If he does exist? Or am I just dreaming that someday I’ll feel that “lubb dubb” thingy they all mumble about.
Well, let me start it this way! I’m not dumb, numb, or foolish that I hadn’t feel attracted and infatuated to the opposite sex, yes! I did felt it, sometimes but the thing is it the faster you get it the easily it fly and disappear in tiny air. But her I am, waiting for the grand entrance of that special someone that will soon invade my heart and hope that we will be together taking over the universe. The thought of it makes me gag or throw up but as what I have seen in the telenovelas, movies and read in the novel is not that bad it’s like my heart is overwhelm with the plot of story that I can’t help but cry, laugh, chuckles, be angry, smile or even shudder as I remember it. They all confuse me is there such things in life? Can I have the same plot of one of those novels? Falling for the wrong guy who happens to be raggedly handsome and stubborn, or have a chance to touch an ice-cold prince heart, falling for a pauper who happens to a bachelor or diplomat, or have a marriage for convenience or just me meeting a total stranger in a trip. It makes my heart skip a beat just as I think of it they seems to give all they have to the state that even if the one they love suffocate them they can still bear it with a smile as long as they are together. It scares me since as I read and watched them almost hundreds of them I think they all according to order. I want it to be twisted not in the sense that I am the mistress, so not going to happen but something just a simple not so predictable love story that as I gamble it would become a new adventure full of excitement, experience and fun. May be I am mad and crazy,but I'm still hoping to that little weirdness i have will have a compatible weirdness so that i may found a person and utter the word WE'RE IN LOVE.
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